It all started when I was about ten years old. It was at that
time that I found out how to play with myself, but my Mom caught me at
it early on. It was late at night and I was in bed, my right hand had
found it's way into the bottoms of my baby doll pj's. Beside the
bloomer type bottoms of the pj's, I was wearing panties also. My
fingers were massaging my budding clitoris to climax when my Mom
turned on the light! I was caught! I had kicked off the covers so
there was no way to hide what I was doing. Right then and there I
got a spanking, not to mention a stern warning.The next night I was surprised at the quick response by my Mom
with a device to prevent me from playing with myself. They were
heavily quilted cotton panties. Tight elastic was on the legs and
the waist was secured with a drawstring that my Mom tied in the back.
They worked for about a week, finally I found a way to untie the knot,
with the excuse that I had to go to the bathroom. Undaunted by her
initial failure my Mom came up with a new approach, I would wear
locking plastic pants and diapers!
Her first attempt at plastic pants was a pair with a draw string
at the waist. The string was soon replaced with a narrow strip of cloth,
run through where the string had been. It had eyelet's near it's ends.
Through the eyelet's she would fasten a small lock. When the plastic
pants were locked over the diapers, I could not get my hand inside the
waist, nor could I wriggle out of them to reach my clitoris. After a
few times waking my Mom to unlock me in the middle of the night to go
to the bathroom she finally said; "You have diapers on, just wet them,
let's just say it's part of your punishment for what you did. "So I
did, wet them that is!"
Later I tried to complain about how having the lock in the small
of my back made it difficult to sleep on my back. But no luck, in a
few days I had a new pair of locking plastic pants! These had two
locks, each just in front of and above the front of my hips. The
plastic pants were made of a plastic coated nylon with the plastic on
the inside. The leg holes were designed to be just slightly larger
than my legs with the rest taken up by elastic to make for a snug fit.
The overall style was very blousy or big, to taper them to my waist
they had V shaped cuts below the locks, that would be snapped closed.
But what was snapped could be unsnapped! I would then slip my hand
inside the plastic pants, inside the quilted diapers and still play
with myself.
You won't believe this but she found about this too. Her next
move was to make and have me wear a pair of "over" diapers as she
called them. These were sort of a padded panty with a zipper up the
back. She made a few of them in various pastel colors an even a few
out of printed material. How they were made is like this; a pair of
panties, large enough to fit over the quilted cotton diapers, two
layers of foam rubber shaped like a panty, and an outer layer of cotton
material, the whole thing zipped up my behind. She made a few of them
with varying thickness of foam sandwiched inside. She also made more
of the locking plastic pants, somewhat larger to fit over the new
"over" diapers. When I wore the diapers, "over"diapers and plastic
pants, the lower part of my body seemed like a ball!
But I adapted, I found that while wearing the quilted diapers, the
foam filled "over" diapers and locking plastic pants, I was able to lay
on a pillow and rock on my belly, this would eventually work a fold of
my quilted diapers up against my clitty and I could still climax!
Soon I found that I loved to be diapered in this strange way for
this reason.
I guess that is where it all started, my fixation of being locked
in a garment or restraining device that outwardly changed the size and
shape of my body and would prevent me from directly stimulating myself
with my hands.
My Mom changed jobs, now she had to work nights from nine P.M. to
five A.M. and I forgot to mention that my dad died when I was much
younger. So I now had a sitter that slept over five and sometimes six
nights a week. My Mom would get me ready for bed at about eight P.M. I
would go to bed just as she was leaving for work and the sitter came
in. Usually I would wear my "Dr. Denton" pj's to bed. This presented
the unique opportunity to use my imagination on making my body larger
in outward appearances. I would stuff small pillows and some of my
stuffed animals into the pj's with me and my padded behind. evidently
my Mom started to attend exercise classes, because one day I saw her
leotards and tights hanging in the laundry room. Hummmm. I thought,
they were larger than my pj's maybe I should try them out for my
stuffing fantasies. Well, I did try them out and became addicted to
them, I found that I could stuff whole bed pillows into them with me!
It was neat! it made my body look and feel so huge, I would imagine
that not only was I locked into my diapers and plastic pants, but also
into the stuffed tards'! That's when I got caught at it. I was trying
to stuff into a one piece knit body stocking, of my moms, more than
possible.
It happened like this, you see my Mom got this one piece black
knit body stocking that had a turtle neck and a zipper up the back.
First I pinned the split crotch closed with safety pins and then put it
on, managing to stuff a blanket, (up one leg and down the other) a
quilt, (around the trunk of my body), and several bed pillows (Across
my behind, in front and between my legs), into it with me. Little did
I know while I was pulling up the zipper, it had snagged a piece of the
quilt! Well, I waddled to my bed, sort-of flopped into it, got myself
covered and rocked on my belly in this grossly overstuffed garment to
several fantastic orgasms. When I was too tired to come any more, I
tried to unzip myself from my self inflicted confinement. The zipper
would only go down a few inches! I tried again and again to no avail,
finally exhausted I cried myself to sleep to be discovered by my Mom in
the morning! At first she hollered then laughed and finally just sat
down on the edge of my bed and asked what I was trying to prove.
Finally through the tears I stammered; "I wondered what it would
feel like to be in a sort-of big padded thing, like my diaper, all over
my body."
"And how did you like it?" She said. "I kind-of liked it."
"How does it feel?" "A kind-of secure feeling, like I'm all wrapped
up inside a pillow."
"And you got stuck, well lets get you out of it." She said and
giggled while she helped me take it off. Well, I got punished for that
and sternly warned not to ever try-on anything of hers again.
I thought the incident was closed, but in a few weeks she
surprised me with something she had made. She called it a "Pillow
Sleeper." It looked like a huge pillow. Which in fact it was, with me
as part of the stuffing when it was on me? There was a body shaped
compartment inside it, that let my feet and legs, (up to my knees),
come out one end, and my head out the other. My arms could either stick
out the edges or be put inside there own sleeve like pockets inside the
pillow so I could neither pull them out nor touch any other part of my
body. It had one zipper, part way up the back, that I could not reach.
Over this she had me wear an enormous pillow sham she had made out of
a satin-like material.
This was a dream come true, I had my much sought after bulky
confinement, my diapers and my Mom made it for me!
The extent of my mom's inventiveness was proven when she started
discussing Halloween costumes and what she wanted to make for me. She
said since I liked being in "plump" costumes she would use this train
of thought to make me into a "Pumpkin"!
It took her several weeks and several approaches to arrive at a
finalized version of my costume. The costume was made of orange
leather-like material with a lining of two inch foam rubber glued to
the inside. It had holes for my legs, arms and neck. I stepped into it
and she pulled up a zipper on the back. The biggest problem she had
was in getting the costume to stay "plump." It wanted to sag so that I
was pear shaped. She tried stuffing pillows inside with me, but it
became too heavy and sagged worse. Crumbled newspapers did not seemed
to work, but after walking in the costume they tended to settle and
again I was pear shaped. She even tried to fill the costume with
crinolines but they too settled. Finally she found two huge inflatable
beach balls. They were about four feet across when inflated, that was
lust about the size of my costume, but how was I to get inside the
beachball without cutting it. Otherwise how could she inflate it if it
had holes for me to get inside it? Well, she made another ball shaped
liner for the costume with two compartments for the beachballs, one in
the front and one in the back. She put the balls into the liner's
compartments attached them together with that clear plastic tubing like
we had on our aquarium at a "T."
About a week before Halloween, we were going to have a sort of
dress rehearsal for the PTAs sponsored Halloween party, so she
first diapered me. I protested, but was convinced that even though I
had never gone out in my diapers and plastic pants, no-one would see
them inside the costume. Besides it would be next to impossible to
take the costume off to go to the bathroom. Next she put a pair of
orange tights on me right over my well diapered behind. Then an orange
long sleeved leotard, followed by the liner that contained the
beachballs. Finally she helped me wiggle into the costume and zipped up
the back. She started blowing into the piece of tubing that connected
to the beach balls.
"Mom, why don't you just borrow the air pump from the fish tank
and let it blow them up?" I asked. "Good idea." She said, and went to
get it. Soon she had it attached to the end of the tubing and had it
plugged in. While it was slowly filling up the balls she put a pair
of my old shoes, that she had spray painted orange, on my feet and put a
hat, made out of foam leaves, spray painted green, on my head.
Next the phone rang, she went to answer it and left me to slowly
inflate by the air pump. After about ten minutes, the costume was well
rounded. I thought of calling to her, but thought better of it. She
does not like to be disturbed when she's on the phone. The air pump
kept right on pumping and soon I began to feel the pressure. The beach
balls were slowly squeezing the breath out of me! What a wonderful
feeling of confinement! Finally my Mom returned and said;
"Sorry, you must be over filled!" And turned off the pump.
"I am, sort-of, but let me see how it is for a while. O.K.?"
She agreed, and left my room. It was neat! I could barely walk
around my room so I wanted to go into the living room where there was
more room to walk. One problem. I was too big for the doorway! I got
stuck! My Mom answered my plea for help by trying to pull me through
the doorway really getting me stuck!
Again the phone rang, as she went to answer it she said to wait
right there. No kidding, where was I going? But anyhow I was going to
try and get unstuck. I thought I was almost out when I heard the air
pump fall off the chair in my room and start up! It was still attached
to me and my costume! The fact I was stuck in the doorway and the air
pump running made me panic a little. I wriggled as the pressure
increased. Again a fold of my diaper found its way against my clitty
and my panic and wriggling along with the increasing pressure brought
me to such a thunderous orgasm that I cried out-loud!
My Mom came running to see what was the matter and in a panic
filled instant pushed me back into my room freeing me from the doorway.
As I literally "Bounced" into my room I wet my diapers! It seemed I had
lost all control, I couldn't stop the flow!
My Mom quickly disconnected the air line from the pump and shut it
off again. The sound of the air rushing out of the tubing was like a
soft whistle. As I half lay or half sat where I bounced, my Mom asked
if I was all right.
All I said was; "Can we do that again?"
She started laughing so hard that she got the hiccups! It seemed
forever to get the costume deflated and my Mom upon finding out I had
wet, just said how right she was about the diapers.
On Halloween, She brought my costume the school where the party
was to take place and dressed and inflated me in the teachers lounge.
Not nearly as much this time though. I was late in getting to the party
because of this and the fact I could not walk down the stairs to the
hall. (A teacher and my Mom literally carried me down them.)
At the party the first one I met in the semi-darkened hall was
Karen in a Teddy costume. But you'll have to wait to read about the
party and the rest of my friends in a later installment..........